군포과외 (광정동, 오금동, 군포동, 재궁동, 산본동, 당동, 금정동. 수리동] 영어과외 및 수학과외 완벽대비!
영어, 수학과외 재밌어요~!
Saturday morning, four o'clock.?I have sat in 군포과외 (광정동, 오금동, 군포동, 재궁동, 산본동, 당동, 금정동. 수리동] 영어과외 및 수학과외 완벽대비!this room alone since eleven o'clock. I cannot give vent to my feelings; they seem as if crushed by some load from which it is impossible to rise. "He is gone, and for ever!" I sit repeating those words to myself, scarcely conscious of their meaning. Alas! when to-morrow comes, and the next day, and the next, and yet I see him not, I shall awaken, indeed, to all the agony of my loss! He came here?he saw me alone?he implored me to fly. I did not dare to meet his eyes; I hardened my heart against his voice. I knew the part I was to take?I have adopted it; but what struggles, what misery, has it not occasioned me! Who could have thought it had been so hard to be virtuous! His eloquence drove me from one defence to another, and then I had none but his mercy. I opened my heart?I showed him its weakness?I implored his forbearance. My tears, my anguish, convinced him of my sincerity. We have parted in bitterness, but, thank Heaven, not in guilt! He has entreated permission to write to me. How could I refuse him? Yet I may not?cannot-write to him again! How could, I indeed, suffer my heart to pour forth one of its feelings in reply? for would there be one word of regret, or one term of endearment, which my inmost soul would not echo?
Sunday.?Yes, that day?but I must not think of this; my very religion I dare not indulge. Oh God! 군포과외 (광정동, 오금동, 군포동, 재궁동, 산본동, 당동, 금정동. 수리동] 영어과외 및 수학과외 완벽대비!how wretched I am! His visit was always the great aera in the clay; it employed all my hopes till he came, and all my memory when he was gone. I sit now and look at the place he used to fill, till I feel the tears rolling silently down my cheek: they come without an effort?they depart without relief.
Monday.?Henry asked me where Mr. Falkland was gone; I stooped down to hide my confusion. When shall I hear from him? To-morrow? Oh that it were come! 군포과외 (광정동, 오금동, 군포동, 재궁동, 산본동, 당동, 금정동. 수리동] 영어과외 및 수학과외 완벽대비!I have placed the clock before me, and I actually count the minutes. He left a book here; it is a volume of "Melmoth." I have read over every word of it, and whenever I have come to a pencil-mark by him, I have paused to dream over that varying and eloquent countenance, the low soft tone of that tender voice, till the book has fallen from my hands, and I have started to find the utterness of my desolation!
